my unbiological family

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

i tend to feel bad for those who don't understand this quote. i have grown up with the same group of girls, it seems like for forever. we've all been through hell and back together and there has been others that have come into the group and have gone but the ones who have stuck it through will probably be the ones that will forever. as i grow up i have learned that people come and go but only a select few will be there for you. ive also been coming to the realization that you cant make decisions for these people..even when what they are doing is not the best.

my whole entire life friends have been my number 1. i live for them because when i felt i couldnt count on my biological family, i had my "UNBIOLOGICAL" family to lean on. so with that said, ive always wanted the very BEST for my friends. and when youve grown up with the same people your whole entire life you tend to feel that you know them inside and out..you feel that you know whats best for them.but its so easy to judge when your on the outside looking in.its just so hard when you have the friend that used to be so full of life and is now so dull. or the friend who has a troubling past and has done so well to move forward and just keeps stumbling along the way. or the friend who is always undecided and can never make a decision by themselves. or the friend that leads everyone to believe that they have the perfect life but really it is a wreck, or the friend that has such a good future ahead of them but doesn't see it for themselves.i wish that i could be the savior but you can only lead the horse to the water, you cant make it drink too.


i have had the best times in my life with these friends...and i feel so blessed to have them. no matter where our journeys take us, i know that if theres a problem we will all be there to fix it because we all hold special places in each others hearts forever and always. i may have came into this world with one sister but i know ill leave it with many.


yes, im so blessed to have friendships like i do..but what about the people who dont. who dont know how to keep a relationship with others..these are the people i feel bad for..because these are the people who are the most troubled. it amazes me how some people can be just so cruel to others.now im not perfect but the things some people say or do just kills me. there is no legitimate reason why someone needs to be so hurtful to others. to make people feel powerless and so unsure. and these "cruel people" obviously have a lot of problems with themselves but no one else needs to be on their level...if everyone in this world would make a conscious effort to be nice to each other who knows what our lives would be like...if everyone would learn to mind their own businesses we would live in a perfect world...yes i know im dreaming hah..idk im 20 yrs old and the drama and cruelty i have seen is exhausting..idk how others do it their whole lives.


i have a mantra i like to say to myself everyday.."im alive" yes its extremely simple and nothing really to it when you are just reading it..but if you look deeper it has a lifetime of meaning. obviously no one lives forever. as drake would say "everyone dies but not everyone lives", its true..we are all not invisible..we will all die at some point but while we are alive are we really living? in the past year i have grown as a person a lot..i have been through some dark moments especially mentally and its a struggle everyday to find something to live for..my mantra "im alive" helps because its a reminder that i only have one life to live so i have to do all i can to make myself happy and to live a life that i am happy about...it helps me to remember that everyday that i live could be my last..i need to make sure that the people i love know i love them, that i love myself and what im doing with my life, and that i leave this world happy and content and leave nothing broken behind.

 -take chances

-krissy